I can feel a change, under the surface of my skin. Spreading like a wave, waiting for the moment to begin. Nothing more to say, even though I try and try again, do you feel the same, do you feel the same ?
Perfect lines to begin with !
Recently, I stepped into the IT industry, immediately after completing my graduation. The feeling of having a text in the morning telling you that your account has been loaded with your first salary, is awesome. I begin calling my bro, parents, friends telling them about my first salary(however it was just a stipend of ~Rs.12 k). What a happy moment it was !!!
Now, its been around 9 months in the same company. Two months back, I started working on a project for a US based client company. Now I literally feel the change, underneath the surface of my skin. Work pressure increasing day by day, time limits for modules decreasing day by day and most importantly, the career insecurity scaring me everyday. There are days(just like today), when I start feeling like IT is far away from what I thought it would be. I joined the IT world, because of innovation and my passion. Well, the nature of work I do, is nowhere even close to innovation. Yes, I’m a fresher, and I am learning, but Ctrl+C , Ctrl+V are not at all the keywords found in the books of learning.
Computer is my passion. Like all other passionate coders, I can spend hours on code just to see a beautiful output, no matter how small that is. It makes me happy. At least I can sleep happily at night, just because my code worked. The way IT industries work, is no doubt, a necessity. Workmates should be pressurized to get work done in time. But one small thing, mates need to understand, that even pressure cookers fuzz out when exposed to unbearable pressure.
Maybe, its that day for me. Maybe, I’m fuzzing out today. But I believe, when energy is fuzzed out, a positive and a strong motivation beholds us. Its up-to us, how to utilize this motivation. Life is full of ups and downs. Every up and every down in life is a chapter, that taught us something. Now it depends on us, whether we were concentrating on that chapter, or it just passed out with our frustration.
I watched a video, saying “People are garbage cans. You don’t know what they are going through. So whenever you meet them, just wish them with a smile and let all the grudge go”.
Bad days may come and go, but life goes on ! Don’t waste time getting demotivated and frustrated from life, rather learn from life everyday and blend yourself in blanket of positivity and happiness. Today, I’ve had my cup of motivation. Life is still a long way to go, and it cannot continue like the same anymore. Change is all what I need right here, right now. IT is where I will remain and sustain, but in my way. Let’s see where ‘my way’ full of motivation, takes me in life !!!
It’s your life, stop worrying about what to do and how,
Don’t wait for the moment to begin,
Begin with your moment, right now !!
Stay happy, stay motivated 🙂
2 thoughts on “Feel of a Change”
Perfect start… keep writing.. we are getting positive vibes n motivation to do something…
Thanks Runa 🙂